coin on end

julie says i’m the most romantic person she has ever known. not in the sappy love sense. it’s just that i can find the good in most anything.  sometimes to a fault.

hurt me. lie. cheat. steal. break my heart – i will still love you the same.  i will still forgive.  i will still press on.  i will immediately know all the reasons i would have done nothing differently.  or if there IS something i would have done differently, i will forgive myself, find the good in the bad decision, and press on convinced i will not make the same mistake twice. my smile will not wane, nor will its sincerity.
i quite enjoy when plans change – life is certainly one grand adventure.
i find no freedom in predictable.
just once?  just once i hope the ‘good’ in a situation will be what i’m genuinely hoping for rather than the silver lining.
this morning yecca reminded me that it’s really ok to be disappointed.  and it’s ok to hope for something.  ‘not getting your hopes up’ is only one side of a finely balanced coin.
life is for risks.
and i do mean for.

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Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry, the philosophy which does not laugh and the greatness which does not bow before children.
-Kahlil Gibran

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